The survivor wants to die at the end

When Death-Cast doesn't call, fate intertwines the lives of two boys, both haunted by their pasts and with futures they can't escape. In this third installment of the series that opened with 2017'sThey Both Die at the End, Paz Dario waits every night for Death-Cast to call--as it should have for his father nearly 10 years ago, when Paz shot him to save his mother's life. But the call never comes. Death-Cast killed Paz's dreams of an acting career: No one will hire him now because the world sees him as a villain. When Paz tries (not for the first time) to put an end to his suffering, an unexpected encounter with Alano Rosa, the heir of Death-Cast, stops him. Both in a place of desperation, Alano and Paz sign a contract to live for Begin Days instead of waiting for their End Days. As suspenseful and emotionally wrenching as the previous titles in the series, this new installment explores heavy themes of abuse, mental health, self-harm, and suicide. Paz grapples with a recent diagnosis of borderline personality disorder. Silvera surrounds Alano and Paz with a web of complex relationships. Although the protagonists fall fast for one another and form a deep connection over Alano's desire to support Paz, Silvera emphasizes the importance of professional help. Both Alano and Paz have Puerto Rican heritage. The cliffhanger ending promises more to come. Raw, delicate, and deeply caring. (content warning, resources)(Speculative fiction. 14-18) Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.