The ghost tattoo Discovering the hidden truth of my father's Holocaust

Tony Bernard

Book - 2023

To the outside world, Henry Bernard was a hard-working and beloved family doctor on Sydney's Northern Beaches. Yet he was also a Holocaust survivor whose life was profoundly affected by the experiences of his past. He took extreme steps for his family's security, keeping a rifle near his bedroom and covering up his family's Jewish origin. He was obsessed with paying off debt, the German word for debt being the same as the word for 'guilt'. He kept his striped Auschwitz uniform with a picture of his mother in his wardrobe. These obsessions helped destroy his marriage and restricted any hope he had of conventional domestic happiness. But Henry had a bigger secret and a deeper shame about what he had done during the wa...r. He suffered privately until he began returning to Germany and Poland to confront his past and come to terms with the deaths of his parents and of Halina, the love of his life. This is the story of how Tony Bernard, Henry's eldest son, went on a forty-year journey with his father to solve the mystery of why Henry was the way he was, and how he finally came to understand the desperate choices Henry had made in the ghetto to try to keep himself and his family alive.

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Subjects
Genres
Biographies
Published
New York, NY : Citadel Press Books 2023.
Language
English
Main Author
Tony Bernard (author)
Item Description
Originally published by Allen & Unwin, Australia.
Includes index.
Physical Description
xvi, 320 pages, 32 unnumbered pages of plates : illustrations (some color), genealogical tables ; 24 cm
ISBN
9780806542584
  • The Bierzynski family tree
  • The Gayst family tree
  • Author's note
  • Preface
  • Part I. Living in a mental ghetto
  • 1970: A trial
  • 1979: A doorway into the past
  • 1979: Some things can't be hidden
  • 1985: Occupation
  • 1997: Hidden
  • 1997: The price of escape
  • 1997: Bittersweet freedom
  • 1947: Journey to Australia
  • Part II. Living in the Tomaszow ghetto
  • 2001: Do what your father says
  • 1940-42: Tightening the screws
  • 1942: Descent into horror
  • 1942: Follow orders or be shot
  • 1942-43: I can't do this any more
  • Part III. Afterwards
  • 2001-21: Witness
  • 2001-21: Evidence
  • Acknowledgements
  • Index
Review by Publisher's Weekly Review

Australian ER doctor Bernard debuts with an evocative account of gradually learning what his father, Henry Bierzynski Bernard (1920--2016), went through during the Holocaust. Born in 1955, Bernard grew up unaware of his Jewish heritage. It was only in 1979 that his father began to share his experiences, revealing that he had been interned in Auschwitz. Still, it took more than 20 years for Henry to relate the full story. In the 1930s, the Nazis used local Jewish councils to control the Jewish populations in areas they occupied, including Henry's hometown of Tomaszow, Poland. In 1939, Henry's father, a council member, requested that Henry join the Jewish police force the Nazis had compelled the council to create, hoping to ensure that the force was composed of "honest" people. Henry continued in that role for years, acting as ethically as possible under the circumstances, but was later haunted by the idea that he'd "unknowingly assisted the Nazis in their murderous plans." Bernard's narrative combines recollections of a childhood spent adoring his father (even as his parents' marriage couldn't withstand Henry's obsessive behavior and bouts of melancholy) and Henry's harrowing story, which is full of crushing moments, including his futile attempt to save his mother from being transported to a death camp. The result is a standout new addition to the literature of the Holocaust. (Sept.)

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