I wasn't supposed to be here Finding my voice, finding my people, finding my way

Throughout his life, respiratory therapist and motivational speaker Conyers has overcome obstacles with the help of a metaphorical village of supporters. As a child, his home life was defined by instability: both parents struggled with drug addictions, and the family moved in and out of shelters. Despite their challenges, his parents emphasized the importance of education to Conyers and his four older siblings. After spending his early years in a suburb of Virginia, the family moved to the Bronx. In New York, Conyers discovered invaluable mentors, risky friendships, and his own way forward. Throughout this memoir, Conyers expresses gratitude for the many people who influenced him along his journey and set him back on the right path when he went astray. While learning how to advocate for himself and believe in his own future as a young Black man in the U.S., Conyers also learned how to uplift those around him. I Wasn't Supposed to Be Here is a moving story about finding your supporters and building your future.

A heartfelt memoir about overcoming long odds to rise from poverty, dysfunction, and the tyranny of low expectations. Conyers takes his title from a terrible fact: His mother, addicted to crack cocaine, wanted to terminate the pregnancy, but her medical problems would have put her at too much risk. "My mother reluctantly agreed to keep the baby, but she didn't stop smoking crack," he writes. "Neither did my father." His father wound up in jail, while his mother shuffled between housing projects in New York and a crime-riddled neighborhood near Virginia Beach. When he "started to learn that my parents' devotion to their drug habit was stronger than their devotion to me," Conyers resolved to live by his considerable wits, helped along by teachers who tried to keep him off the streets. Even so, he writes, "being smart and doing sports weren't going to keep me safe or alive in the South Bronx," which required the protection of a gang. The author drifted between often brilliant but occasionally indifferent moments in school until he wandered into a debate class and found that he was a natural fit for a competitive art that relied in equal parts on hard facts, diligent research, and meaningful emotional argument. Throughout, as he stresses, he selected and populated the proverbial village that would raise him, paying attention--if sometimes grudgingly, in weaker moments--to mentors who gave him memorable advice, such as one principal who said, "If you stay ready, you don't have to get ready when opportunity comes your way." Conyers seized those opportunities, taking another teacher's advice "not to give up or wait for the world to change its rules for me," becoming a respiratory therapist and attentively raising a strong family of his own while cultivating the extended family he celebrates, among them a childhood friend who, long imprisoned, "is still part of my village." Inspirational but never sentimental, with many lessons on "adding value to the world." Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.