Tell me I'm worthless

Alison Rumfitt

Book - 2023

"Alison Rumfitt's Tell Me I'm Worthless is a dark, unflinching haunted house story that confronts both supernatural and real-world horrors through the lens of the modern-day trans experience. "Ambitious, brutal, and brilliant." -Gretchen Felker-Martin, author of Manhunt Three years ago, Alice spent one night in an abandoned house with her friends, Ila and Hannah. Since then, Alice's life has spiraled. She lives a haunted existence, selling videos of herself for money, going to parties she hates, drinking herself to sleep. Memories of that night torment Alice, but when Ila asks her to return to the House, to go past the KEEP OUT sign and over the sick earth where teenagers dare each other to venture, Alice knows... she must go. Together, Alice and Ila must face the horrors that happened there, must pull themselves apart from the inside out, put their differences aside, and try to rescue Hannah, whom the House has chosen to make its own. Cutting, disruptive, and darkly funny, Tell Me I'm Worthless is a vital work of trans fiction that examines the devastating effects of trauma and the way fascism makes us destroy ourselves and each other"--

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Genres
Horror fiction
Fiction
Published
New York : Nightfire/Tom Doherty Associates 2023.
Language
English
Main Author
Alison Rumfitt (author)
Edition
First U.S. edition
Physical Description
263 pages ; 21 cm
ISBN
9781250866233
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Review by Booklist Review

Rumfitt's debut dives into the "haunted house" of present-day fascist Britain. Two former friends and lovers--a trans woman named Alice, and her ex-turned-TERF Ila--are both haunted by the events that happened to them and their mutual friend Hannah in the House. The House is a horrifying, hateful structure steeped in all of the fascism lurking in the heart of the British Empire, at the center of which is the red room that destroyed Hannah and twisted Alice's and Ila's friendship and their lives. Rumfitt's narrative mixes haunted house horror with an experimental style that leaps back and forth in time, diving into the darkest pits not only of its characters but of Britain and the present as a whole. Rumfitt's prose style lies somewhere between Clive Barker or Shirley Jackson on one hand and Dennis Cooper or the New Narrative writers on the other and manages to cut to the heart of sickening ideologies without feeling trite or glib in its depictions of misery. Easily one of the strongest horror debuts in recent memory, and essential reading not only for anyone interested in horror writing, but for anyone interested in, for want of a better term, the "trans novel."

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Review by Publisher's Weekly Review

Rumfitt's sharp and uncompromising debut explores queer identity, trauma, and the damage people cause one another amid an increasingly fascist society. Alice is a transgender camgirl in modern-day Britain whose life has grown ever more hopeless and claustrophobic after an incident at a haunted house three years before the start of the book. The horrific experience--which Alice shared with her former friends Ila, who's since become wildly transphobic, and Hannah, who went into the house and never came out--has left Alice haunted by a pervasive, malevolent force that occasionally manifests itself as the racist lead singer of an '80s pop band. When Ila contacts her again to suggest returning to the house and so closing the circle on their mutual trauma, Alice agrees--but will facing their fears really be enough to give the women their closure and push them toward forgiveness? Rumfitt swings for the fences with this inventive take on the haunted house novel, and she succeeds, maintaining the emotional core of the story even amid outrageous gore and graphic sexual violence. The impact of each escalating horror always lands in the reader's heart, even if it first takes a detour through the stomach. Rumfitt has points to make but she manages to narrowly avoid didacticism, tying the many elements of this powerful horror story together in an impressive ending that offers no easy answers. The result is a triumph of transgressive queer horror. (Jan.)

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Review by Library Journal Review

Rumfitt's debut novel is a harrowing haunted-house story that pulses with real-world terrors. Three years ago, Alice, along with her friends Ila and Hannah, explored a haunted house, which changed them forever. In the present day, Hannah is still missing, while Alice and Ila try to forget the trauma they shared. But the house is beckoning them back, and the two women are unable to resist its siren call as they rediscover horrors, both within and without, that refuse to die. Narrator Nicky Endres narrates three distinct POVs (Alice, Ila, and the House), and her voice easily slithers between all three, demonstrating how the house dominates this story and the women's lives. Rumfitt's tale uses unflinching but not gratuitous depictions of sexual assault and visceral descriptions of body horror. Rumfitt also reveals the real challenges faced by trans people in today's society, as Alice is a trans woman and Ila is markedly transphobic. VERDICT This book's haunted house doesn't stop at a few creaky floorboards, cold spots, and moans that could be dismissed as caused by the wind. Rumfitt's house forces its victims (and listeners as well) to confront the horrors just outside their windows.--James Gardner

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