Yoga

French novelist Carrére follows his masterful The Kingdom with an unusual, winding work that straddles genres as he reflects on depression and love. The action begins in 2015 with the lead--a French writer in his early 60s who strikes an uncanny resemblance to Carrére, aside from certain invented aspects throughout--participating in a silent meditation retreat to write a book on yoga. After three days of breath and focus, the Charlie Hebdo attack occurs, and the narrator is summoned back to Paris to speak at the funeral of a friend who was killed in the shooting. From there, he suffers a psychotic breakdown, is hospitalized, and goes through ECT. As he recovers, he spends time teaching English to refugees on a small Greek island with a partially invented character as a companion, and has an unexpected final meeting with a mysterious woman with whom he'd once had an affair. Published as a novel in France, Carrére's book was besieged by controversy in 2020 due to the condition of the author's divorce that his ex-wife not be mentioned. Yet throughout, their separation is a shadowy presence. Regardless of what's fact or fiction, Carrére remains a fascinating character on the page, and his lithe confessional writing will resonate with longtime fans. The result is another marvelous creation from Carrére's boundless imagination. (Aug.)

A writer's journey to find himself. In January 2015, French novelist, journalist, screenwriter, and memoirist Carrère began a 10-day meditation retreat in the Morvan forest of central France. For 10 hours per day, he practiced Vipassana, "the commando training of meditation," hoping for both self-awareness and material for a book. "I'm under cover," he confesses, planning to rely on memory rather than break the center's rule forbidding note taking. Long a practitioner of tai chi, the author saw yoga, too, as a means of "curtailing your ego, your greed, your thirst for competition and conquest, about educating your conscience to allow it unfiltered access to reality, to things as they are." Harsh reality, however, ended his stay after four days: A friend had been killed in a brutal attack at the magazine Charlie Hebdo, and he was asked to speak at his funeral. Carrère's vivid memoir, translated by Lambert--and, Carrère admits, partly fictionalized--covers four tumultuous years, weaving "seemingly disparate" experiences into an intimate chronicle punctuated by loss, desperation, and trauma. Besides reflecting on yoga, he reveals the recurring depression and "erratic, disconnected, unrelenting" thoughts that led to an unexpected diagnosis; his four-month hospitalization in a psychiatric ward, during which he received electroshock therapy; his motivation for, and process of, writing; a stay on the Greek island of Leros, where he taught writing to teenage refugees, whose fraught journeys and quiet dreams he portrays with warmth and compassion; his recollection of a tsunami in Sri Lanka, which he wrote about in Lives Other Than My Own; an intense love affair; and, at last, a revival of happiness. Carrère had planned to call his yoga book Exhaling, which could serve for this memoir as well: There is a sense of relief and release in his effort to make sense of his evolving self. Reality and imagination infuse a probing memoir. Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.