Fish out of water A search for the meaning of life : a memoir

Eric Metaxas

Book - 2021

A five-time New York Times best-selling author and nationally syndicated radio host describes growing up as the Queens-born son of Greek and German immigrants who attended Yale while feeling like an outsider.

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Genres
Autobiographies
Published
Washington DC : Salem Books, an imprint of Regnery Publishing [2021]
Language
English
Main Author
Eric Metaxas (author)
Item Description
Genealogical tables and maps on endpapers.
Physical Description
xx, 389 pages, 16 unnumbered pages of plates : illustrations (some color), genealogical tables, maps ; 24 cm
ISBN
9781684511723
  • Author's Note
  • Introduction
  • Chapter 0. Omphalos
  • Chapter 1. I Am Born, Etc.
  • Chapter 2. School
  • Chapter 3. Our Trip to Germany: Summer 1971
  • Chapter 4. Transfiguration: 1971-1972
  • Chapter 5. Moving to America: 1972
  • Chapter 6. Assumption Church & Trip to Greece
  • Chapter 7. My American Idyll
  • Chapter 8. Broadview
  • Chapter 9. The Bicentennial
  • Chapter 10. "Because He's Your Father": Fall 1976
  • Chapter 11. Falling into the Future: Fall 1977
  • Chapter 12. "You Have Gell-Friend?": Spring 1978
  • Chapter 13. Senior Year: 1979
  • Chapter 14. Graduation: 1980
  • Chapter 15. Trinity College: Fall 1980
  • Chapter 16. "Summer of Destiny"
  • Chapter 17. National Socialism in Danbury
  • Chapter 18. The Meaning of Meaning: Fall 1982
  • Chapter 19. The Last Bladderball: Junior Year 1982
  • Chapter 20. The Game
  • Chapter 21. Bohemian Threnody: Summer 1983
  • Chapter 22. "I ang Leo..."
  • Chapter 23. Senior Year: 1983-1984
  • Chapter 24. Graduation from Yale: 1984
  • Chapter 25. Grand Tour, Einzer Schtück
  • Chapter 26. The Grand Tour, Zweiter Schtück
  • Chapter 27. Alone!
  • Chapter 28. Home, Eric
  • Chapter 29. Onion Skin and Nothingness
  • Chapter 30. Boston: Spring 1985
  • Chapter 31. The Opera House
  • Chapter 32. Backward to Greece: Summer 1987
  • Chapter 33. Lost at Home
  • Chapter 34. The Golden Fish
  • Chapter 35. As I Lay Dying
  • Chapter 36. I Am Born Again, Etc.
  • Epilogue
  • Appendix
Review by Booklist Review

The riveting story of a twentieth-century martyr, Bonhoeffer (2010), captured the imagination of millions, including President Obama. Here the author of that chronicle recounts how he rediscovered his Christian faith. Metaxas acknowledges religious influences already shaping him during his childhood and adolescence--the Nicene Creed he uncomprehendingly memorized in his immigrant father's Greek, the "Jesus Movement" Catholic priest he joined as a teen for good-vibe prayers, the modern-vernacular New Testament he found in his parents' bedroom and read with nascent belief. But these early spiritual influences proved too weak to sustain Metaxas against the sophisticated skepticism that surrounded him as a student of literature at Yale, where he cut ties with Christian friends, who became an embarrassment among his hip nihilist classmates. Yet Metaxas still hungered for what au courant friends and professors dismissed as illusion: real meaning. Metaxas' candor allows readers to see how that hunger persists after graduation, even as financial distress reduces a once-ambitious writer to proofreading chemical manuals. In a narrative improbable yet compelling, readers see an Episcopalian graphic designer nudging this confused proofreader toward spiritual openness, so priming him for a life-changing dream infused with ancient symbolism, the sign of a spiritual rebirth as a Christian. A profoundly moving memoir.

From Booklist, Copyright (c) American Library Association. Used with permission.
Review by Kirkus Book Review

The acclaimed biographer turns to memoir. Metaxas, whose works include bestselling books about Martin Luther, William Wilberforce, and Dietrich Bonhoeffer, narrates the story of his own life up to 1988, when he was 25. That year, when his true conversion to Christianity occurred, serves as a significant demarcation point in his journey. In a narrative reminiscent of Saint Augustine's Confessions, Metaxas delivers a warts-and-all exploration of his youth--including discussions of elements of his early life on which he looks back with regret--in order to explain how his faith altered his trajectory. Like Augustine, Metaxas recounts his mostly secular intellectual development, which created a foundation for his later spiritual conversion and nourishment. Whereas Augustine stole pears from a tree because his friends were doing it, Metaxas ostracized another boy in his class because of a desire to fit in. "I think I would do almost anything to go back there now to try to undo what I did," he writes, "to befriend him or show him some love or kindness." While Augustine recounted how he lived with a concubine and had a child with her, Metaxas relates the story of a girlfriend's abortion. Throughout, the author records his experiences in excruciating detail, creating a book that will be illuminating to his family, friends, and readers of his previous books but that will struggle to find a general reading audience. The most interesting sections involve the author's Greek heritage, tales of a childhood spent in a Greek Orthodox church, and his on-and-off flirtations with faith. Some will be disappointed that the book ends at the most intriguing point--the author's rather sudden conversion story, which would dramatically change the direction of his life and the purpose behind his work--but perhaps another volume is in the works. An exhaustive cliffhanger for devoted Metaxas fans. Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.