Send for me

The enduring ties between mothers and daughters are at the center of Fox's intergenerational epic, which begins with Klara, a Jewish mother and wife living in Germany in the 1930s. Klara wants nothing more than to protect her daughter, Annelise, but that means letting her leave for America with her husband, Walter, and daughter, Ruth. As Annelise settles into her new life in Milwaukee, Klara's situation becomes dire, and Annelise struggles to find a way to bring her parents to the U.S. Years later, Klara's great-granddaughter, Clare, discovers Klara and Annelise's correspondence, which becomes a key to understanding her family's past and her own future as she decides whether to move to London with the man she loves. These letters, interspersed throughout the book, highlight the desperation of Klara's situation and the sacrifices she made to give her daughter and granddaughter an opportunity to survive. Fox deftly moves between generations as she illuminates the ways that choices echo through the lives of those who came after. This thoughtful, character-driven exploration of the unbreakable bonds of motherhood will appeal to fans of Alice Hoffman and Elizabeth Berg.

Fox (Days of Awe) draws on old family letters for a poignant fictional memoir of her Jewish grandparents, who left Germany in 1938 with her mother and settled in Milwaukee. Annelise, the daughter of bakery owners in Feldenheim, Germany, is struggling with her own adolescence against the backdrop of rising anti-Semitism. In her early 20s, she finds true love with Walter Goldmann, a regular at the bakery, newly divorced and 10 years older. In the midst of increasingly vicious anti-Semetic cruelty--Annelise miscarries after a brick is thrown through their window--the couple has a child, Ruth, born in 1937, and seek asylum in America. Fox then intercuts scenes of the couple's new life in the Midwest with flashbacks of more horrors in Germany. A brief scene after Annelise's death at 85 has Ruth cleaning out her apartment with the help of Ruth's daughter, Clare, who finds a cache of letters to Annelise from her mother, which make a deep impact on both women. Fox satisfyingly brings this story of love and desire full circle, as Clare and Ruth reflect on what it means to be both a mother and a child in the darkest of times. This tender and deeply inspired story will move readers. Agent: Julie Barer, the Book Group. (Feb.)

A Jewish woman escapes from Germany with her husband and baby daughter on the cusp of World War II. Decades later, can her granddaughter escape the lingering effects of her family's trauma? A terrifying knock on the door. A pounding heart. A woman clutches her baby in the dark, seeks out the "reassuring shape" of her sleeping husband, then thinks, "They will take him, too. They'll take all of it, everything and everyone she has ever loved. In an instant. A flash." Fox's partly historical novel about a German Jewish family riven on the cusp of the Holocaust begins with this nightmare. While readers are immediately reassured that, for the woman, Annelise, fear will recede and life will go on, a sense of foreboding shadows this bittersweet intergenerational tale of love and trauma, casting it in poignant chiaroscuro. Fox's novel--subtle, striking, and punctuated by snippets of family letters--tracks Annelise, who works alongside her devoted, kindhearted parents in their family bakery in a small German city, from first love to first heartbreak to marriage to motherhood. Against Annelise's warm, quiet, tasteful domestic existence swirl the anger, ugliness, and brutality of growing anti-Semitism, ultimately crashing into it in the form of a brick thrown through a window. Annelise is lucky to escape to America with her husband, child, and a close friend. But although she is able to find safety and start a life in a new place with her young family, her parents are not so lucky. Cut to modern-day Milwaukee: Annelise's granddaughter, Clare, is a young woman held fast by familial love, loyalty, and history as she struggles to move toward romantic love, independence, a sense of purpose. When Clare discovers a neglected cache of family letters and has them translated, she begins to see the invisible emotional scars she carries and to understand how the sadness and pain in her family's past may be impeding her own future happiness. Fox has imbued this deeply personal, ultimately hopeful novel, which she explains in an author's note is based on her own family's story, with emotion, empathy, and an essential understanding of the complicated bonds between generations and the importance of reckoning with the past in order to embrace the future. An intimate, insightful, intricately rendered story of intergenerational trauma and love. Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

I can hardly speak. It starts with the panic, the sound of sharp knocking. The pounding on Annelise's door, a crash in her skull, jolting her from sleep. They're coming. Her heart slams, and she sits up, blind in the darkness. Her arms reach out. Where is the baby? Fear floods her lungs. She's drowning. They're coming. Breathe. Hold the baby close, keep her quiet. Is there something else in the churning flood of terror? In the squeeze of panic, the slightest slackening, relief? She's been waiting so long for this moment, dread her constant companion, and now it's here. Whatever horror is about to befall her, she won't have to fear it any longer. In the room, silent now, she strains to hear. Her heart is pounding so hard her body is thrumming, her hands trembling. Is that her husband next to her, snoring softly? Is that the warm, reassuring shape of him? They will take him, too. They'll take all of it, everything and everyone she has ever loved. In an instant. A flash. Years will pass, a long, surprising slant of light, and this terror will abate. She will pick her daughter up from school, stand in her kitchen with her hands on her hips, sip from a glass in the evening, slip under smooth sheets. But this will always be her frozen moment, the definition of her days. They will always be pounding on the door in the middle of the night. They will always be coming. An hour doesn't pass that I don't think about you. There is so much work to do. Toil is a constant in her life, the ongoing story of her years. In fact, Klara takes some comfort in its predictability, the way that a Sunday afternoon of polishing silver or washing floors can ease her nerves and stretch her mind into a pleasant blankness. And there is the undeniable satisfaction of a task completed, the pleasing order and gleam of a finely tended home. Of course, there's also the bakery: her pride and livelihood, yes, but oh, those dreadful dark mornings, the midday heat, the relentless specifics of the measurements, the unforgiving timing of every little thing. Some days she wakes up, dawn still hours away, and the exhaustion of the day before clings to her; she would want to roll over and go back to sleep if she allowed herself even to want that. Klara can never let on, can never show this weakness. Annelise grouses and mutters and yawns dramatically, stares with sullen dark eyes and refuses to speak for hours, the spectacle of her displeasure so varied and colorful, she's like a peacock of disdain. She envies her daughter's extravagance. But Klara can't allow herself to crack. A word of complaint from her could loose an avalanche. The precision of the bakery does, in a way, appeal to her nature, but it's such a precarious balance. They can't make any mistakes or they pay double, triple the price in lost revenue. It changes a person--all of it, the tasks at hand. Klara has changed--of course she has! She's become someone who is entirely focused on the work she must do. But that's simply what it is to be a woman of good standing, to be alive in the world. It defies consideration. Early in her marriage, there were mishaps: the loaf of bread that almost burned down the apartment, the boiled egg, forgotten, that exploded in the kitchen, sending bits of shell like shrapnel flying around the room. She cleaned up every last splinter before Annelise woke, before Julius came into the kitchen for coffee, and so only Klara herself, who accidentally knelt on a sharp chip of eggshell, was even slightly injured. She considers that injury . . . what? Not a punishment, exactly, but a reminder, the quick, searing pain a covenant. She learned not to make those mistakes, and in learning, she has become intolerant of laxity. And so, she has become intolerant of her own daughter. How did such a girl come from her? Annelise was such an industrious child when she was small, so cheerful and competent, her dear little helper! But now she's almost fifteen, and a fog has settled over her. Now Annelise is alternately dreamy and resentful, her work at the bakery halfhearted at best. She suffers no remorse when she leaves a domestic task half done, when (sighing) she mops around the kitchen table instead of underneath it, when she takes the feather duster to the living room and then, halfway through, for no apparent reason, simply abandons her task. Yes, Klara adores her daughter, of course she does. It's just that it is so much easier to adore her after the work is done. But this is the problem: the work is never done. And so, when Annelise complains--or when she mumbles under her breath, or dallies, or says, "I'll do it in just a few minutes," frustration blooms in Klara like deadly nightshade. There was the warm Tuesday evening, just last week, when Klara dragged herself home after a long day at the bakery (poor, dependable Julius was still there, finishing the orders, closing the store). Klara trudged up the apartment stairs, expertly finessed the stubborn lock and opened the door to their apartment, and walked into an unholy, godforsaken mess: breakfast dishes still on the table (not even soaking in the sink), Annelise's books and papers strewn about the living room, her cello propped against the wall, dressing gown on the floor like a puddle of pink cotton, an apple core on the piano. And there: Annelise herself, draped across the sofa, face slack and peaceful, asleep. Asleep! Well. A flame ignited inside Klara; she could almost hear the pop. She had been at the bakery since four in the morning. Her ankles were swollen, her feet practically screaming out loud with pain. She was coated in sugar and flour and oil and sweat, a slick organic grime. She had asked Annelise to start dinner, to boil the potatoes and peel the carrots, but there was no sign of any work having been done. My God, she was bone-weary, and now this: hours ahead of her. Klara, electrified with fury, shook her daughter awake. "What is the matter with you?" she barked. "Get up! Get up!" She was wild, murderous. She shook Annelise's shoulders harder than necessary, allowed her fingers the momentary pleasure of digging roughly into her daughter's flesh. "Mama!" Annelise's voice was high and choked. She had been ripped from a lovely, dozy dream: she was performing a cello recital, every note perfection. For the briefest moment her mother's scolding overlapped with Tchaikovsky's Nocturne. Annelise blinked, registered the bite of Klara's fingers into her shoulders, her mother's blotchy-pink, enraged face hovering above hers. Her eyes watered. "I'm sorry," she squeaked. "I fell asleep." "Obviously," Klara hissed. "Clean up this mess right now!" She turned on her heels and headed into the kitchen to begin her next shift. From the living room, Annelise's sobs were tiny, gulping chirps. A second ago, Klara had been so mad she'd been quaking. But just as suddenly as it had combusted, the flame was doused. A liquid embarrassment seeped through her edges now. She was still wearing her shoes, her cloth coat, but she couldn't go back into the living room to put them away. She blinked back her own tears as she attacked the potatoes with the sharp peeling knife. She was training Annelise to function without her. That's what she was doing. One doesn't always remember it in the busy slog of the day, but that is the project. A mother teaches her daughter to perpetuate the tedious rituals of her own imperfect life. And by instilling in her child the virtues of order, she shows her how to keep the chaos at bay. It's not always pleasant. But what else is there? But in a dark house, at night, next to her sleeping husband, she aches for the moments she didn't touch Annelise as she passed, the times she didn't praise her beautiful cello playing; how easy it would be to whisper to her what she is, my treasure, to kiss her dark head. Regret is a low, constant throb. Klara shrugged off her coat, draped it over a kitchen chair, and began stripping the potatoes with an expert fwip-fwip. The kitchen grew dim as evening settled. She peeled and peeled. Potatoes accumulated in the pot like white stones in cold water. The apartment was quiet, and, after a long time, she was calm. Excerpted from Send for Me: A Novel by Lauren Fox All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.