Good morning, monster A therapist shares five heroic stories of emotional recovery

Clinical psychologist Gildiner (Too Close to the Falls) shares heart-wrenching stories of child abuse in this pull-no-punches narrative about five of her patients. Of them, nine-year-old Laura was abandoned by her sociopathic father in a Canadian winter and left to raise her younger siblings; Peter was locked away in an attic by his mother until his fifth birthday and terrorized by her thereafter, leading to impotence and the inability to have a normal romantic relationship; Alana's father began raping her at the age of four and forced her to have sex with his friends, causing dissociative identity disorder; Danny was stripped of his Cree heritage and endured sexual assault by priests at a state-run school; and Madeline was a brittle workaholic whose verbally and emotionally abusive mother conditioned her to believe she has no worth and is a "monster." While each patient first comes to Gildiner with an immediate health concern, they all find healing by opening up, delving into their past to uncover former traumas, and finding forgiveness for those who have caused them harm. These painful accounts will break anyone's heart, and also inspire awe for the ways people who suffered horrific abuse were able to find a measure of recovery. (Sept.)

A Toronto-based clinical psychologist weighs the travails of mental illness on both sufferer and healer. In addition to patient stories, Gildiner also recounts instances of her own Type A behavior, which leads to the tendency "to mow others down while driving toward our own ambitions." In one case, she took a patient, to use her apt metaphor, above the depths of the unconscious so quickly that the result was akin to "psychological bends." The power of the therapist can breed complacency, she notes, and, combined with years of experience, the feeling that one has seen it all. In Gildiner's case, she certainly had not, and her book is full of self-discovery. One of the most affecting sections of her five-part case study concerns a Cree man who had weathered the death of a child, physical and sexual abuse, and depression. He also suffered from what she calls the "multigenerational trauma" of similar losses, a trauma resistant to treatment by psychotherapy, which "wasn't designed to deal with cultural annihilation." Another patient suffers not from multiple personality, as the common trope has it, but instead from dissociative identity, which "means that a fragmentation of the main personality has occurred." Given that fragmentation refers to bits and pieces of missing psychological skills, it's a wonder all of us don't merit the diagnosis. In another instance, a woman was told daily by her grudging mother that she was a monster, "spoiled, grumpy, lazy, and fat," when in fact she was none of those things. The brainwashing is just that practiced by narcissists at all levels--a valuable lesson for all readers, given how exposed we are to narcissists these days. Overcoming fear is no easy thing, writes the author, and her five patients as well as her own therapy lead her to the pointed conclusion that "all self-examination is brave." Insightful psychological lessons of special interest to readers on therapeutic journeys of their own. Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.