Excerpt from Driving in Cars with Homeless Men Sunday and we're curled into the velvet couch we carried all the way from Goodwill ourselves then pushed into the corner of our old, enormous kitchen. When I brought this guy Andrew home the first time, I dragged him to my bedroom as Frankie flashed a thumbs-up from the couch. She tells me she likes him because he has natural blond hair, an office job downtown, and takes me to dinner like a real guy. We met in what Frankie calls "a picturesque way." This is the thing, ever since Frankie's mom died, she wants everything to go right. "How did it go?" Frankie says. I'm wearing a softball tee that got mixed up in the laundry and belongs to Frankie. Frankie's wearing a button-up sweater and a smile that belongs in toothpaste commercials. "He took me out to Chinese," I start. I pass back the gravity bong we fashioned from a Pepsi bottle. Her cheekbones flush with the Rosacea that makes her look possessed by insider information, like someone's got their mouth to her ear. "Details," she says. It goes more or less like this: Andrew reached his hands across the booth just as I was about to say, "I have an early dentist appointment in the morning." The waiter moved to our table with the purposefulness of a surgeon and filled our water, shard-like ice cubes cracking in the silence. Then the food came, platter-by-platter, clouds of steam swooshing into our faces. I filled my plate and drowned my rice in duck sauce. "You must have been hungry," he said as I scraped the last grains with my fork. "Do you want to order dessert?" He leaned forward with the enthusiasm of a talk show host. I ordered another Blue Moon. By the time he got the check I was almost laying down, corpse-like in the booth. I stared at him sleepily, exaggerating my blink like a housecat. I contemplated burping but foresaw him refusing the check and thought better of it. Instead, I reached across the table and crushed a fortune cookie in my fist. I straightened up to pick the fortune from the remains, which read: You need only to understand that it is not necessary it understand but only enjoy. He insisted on walking me home. He tried again to hold my hand as we moved under streetlights that lit up our faces like morons at a spelling bee in which we knew none of the words. I let him grasp my forefinger, which only made me blush. "Careful," he said, as I kicked my way through the broken glass of me and Frankie's block, jellied condoms lying shriveled in the cracks. We passed the methadone clinic by Packard's Corner where beyond the parking lot the registered sex offenders live in tighter and tighter clusters of red dots like the Clap. I was stumbling drunk, and hoped he would leave me at my front door without asking to come inside. When he did, I said, in my best robot, "I do not have air conditioning." We stood in the envelope-littered foyer as he watched me stab keys into my lock. When the door swung open I held my hand on the knob while he waved, tripping down a step as he reversed his way out of my sight. Excerpted from Driving in Cars with Homeless Men: Stories by Kate Wisel All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.
