Brown girl dreaming

Jacqueline Woodson

Large print - 2018

Raised in South Carolina and New York, Jacqueline Woodson always felt half way home. In vivid poems, she shares what it was like to grow up as an African American in the 1960s and 1970s.

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  • Family Tree
  • Part I. I Am Born
  • Part II. The Stories of South Carolina Run Like Rivers
  • Part III. Followed the Sky's Mirrored Constellation to Freedom
  • Part IV. Deep in my Heart, I D Believe
  • Part V. Ready to Change the World
  • Author's Note
  • Thankfuls
  • Family Photos
Review by New York Times Review

I WAS 14 YEARS OLD when I first read Nikki Giovanni's masterly collection of poetry, "Cotton Candy on a Rainy Day." As with most everything I read between the ages of 12 and 16, there was so much I didn't understand. I was the first-generation daughter of people who came from a small country, a country so small that I had yet to meet someone from there who could not connect the dots to my family in five seconds flat. I didn't know a thing about Jim Crow, the American South, soul food or classic rhythm and blues. Yet like most kids who love to read, I understood the feeling behind the words, if not all of the meaning of the words. So when Giovanni wrote: We are consumed by people who sing the same old song STAY: as sweet as you are in my corner Or perhaps just a little bit longer But whatever you do don't change baby baby don't change I didn't really know what old song she was referring to, but the rhythm of her words drew me in. And because I was a teenage girl, I was fairly confident I knew exactly what Giovanni meant when she wrote: If loneliness were a grape the wine would be vintage If it were a wood the furniture would be mahogany But since it is life it is Cotton Candy on a rainy day The sweet soft essence of possibility Never quite maturing I thought of Nikki Giovanni and the teenage girl I was, almost constantly, as I read Jacqueline Woodson's wonderful memoir in verse, "Brown Girl Dreaming," because I suspect this book will be to a generation of girls what Giovanni's book was to mine: a history lesson, a mash note passed in class, a book to read burrowed underneath the bed covers and a life raft during long car rides when you want to float far from wherever you are, and wherever you're going, toward the person you feel destined to be. I will say first that the title seems to confine the book in too narrow a box. I wondered if the author and publishers, by calling the book "Brown Girl Dreaming," were limiting its audience or, at the very least, the audience of girls who would pick it up right away. Why not call it "Home Girl Dreaming" or "Tall Girl Dreaming" or even just "Girl Dreaming"? I believe strongly in the words of that most expert of brown girl writers, Lorraine Hansberry, who said, "To create the universal, you must pay very great attention to the specific." But I worry that such a specific title might lead a reader - especially a teenage reader - to miss what a big tent Woodson is pitching. Will girls who aren't brown know, without prompting, that they too are invited to this party? We take our food out to her stoop just as the grown-ups start dancing merengue, the women lifting their long dresses to show off their fast-moving feet, the men clapping and yelling, Baila! Baila! until the living room floor disappears. You can read "Brown Girl Dreaming" in one sitting, but it is as rich a spread as the potluck table at a family reunion. Sure, you can plow through the pages, grabbing everything you can in one go, like piling a plate high with fried chicken and ribs, potato salad and corn bread. And yes, it's entirely possible to hold that plate with one hand while balancing a bowl of gumbo and a cup of sweet tea with the other. But since the food isn't going anywhere, you'll make out just as well, maybe even a little better, if you pace yourself. If you know Woodson's work (which includes "Hush" and "This Is the Rope: A Story From the Great Migration"), read for her life story first: Good enough name for me, my father said the day I was born. Don't see why she can't have it, too. But the women said no. My mother first. Then each aunt, pulling my pink blanket back patting the crop of thick curls lugging at my new toes touching my cheeks. We won't have a girl named Jack, my mother said. For young readers in the process of discovering what Anna Julia Cooper so beautifully called "when and where I enter," there are poems galore. Poems about sibling rivalry, poems about parents who don't take no mess, poems about grown-ups who make a mess of things and, most poignantly, poems about the friends who help see you through. Such as this one, in "Maria." Late August now home from Greenville and ready for what the last of the summer brings me. All the dreams this city holds right outside -just step through the door and walk two doors down to where my new best friend, Maria, lives. Every morning, I call up to her window, Come outside or she rings our bell, Come outside. Her hair is crazily curling down past her back, the Spanish she speaks like a song I am learning to sing. Mi amiga, Maria. Maria, my friend. The short poems are a gift too and made me think of April when the Academy of American Poets leads a nationwide celebration called Poem in Your Pocket Day. There are plenty of candidates for poems you can keep in your pocket in "Brown Girl Dreaming." I especially loved the series of numbered short poems, threaded throughout the book, called "How to Listen." This is No. 8: Do you remember...? someone's always asking and someone else, always does. In "Possession," A.S. Byatt wrote about how we are transformed by the act of memorizing poetry "by heart...as though poems were stored in the bloodstream." Jacqueline Woodson's writing can seem so spare, so effortless, that it is easy to overlook the wonder and magic of her words. The triumph of "Brown Girl Dreaming" is not just in how well Woodson tells us the story of her life, but in how elegantly she writes words that make us want to hold those carefully crafted poems close, apply them to our lives, reach into the mirror she holds up and make the words and the worlds she explores our own. This is a book full of poems that cry out to be learned by heart. These are poems that will, for years to come, be stored in our bloodstream. VERONICA CHAMBERS is a co-author, with Marcus Samuelsson, of "Yes, Chef."

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Review by Booklist Review

*Starred Review* What is this book about? In an appended author's note, Woodson says it best: my past, my people, my memories, my story. The resulting memoir in verse is a marvel, as it turns deeply felt remembrances of Woodson's preadolescent life into art, through memories of her homes in Ohio, South Carolina, and, finally, New York City, and of her friends and family. Small things ice cream from the candy store, her grandfather's garden, fireflies in jelly jars become large as she recalls them and translates them into words. She gives context to her life as she writes about racial discrimination, the civil rights movement, and, later, Black Power. But her focus is always on her family. Her earliest years are spent in Ohio, but after her parents separate, her mother moves her children to South Carolina to live with Woodson's beloved grandparents, and then to New York City, a place, Woodson recalls, of gray rock, cold and treeless as a bad dream. But in time it, too, becomes home; she makes a best friend, Maria, and begins to dream of becoming a writer when she gets her first composition notebook and then discovers she has a talent for telling stories. Her mother cautions her not to write about her family, but, happily, many years later she has and the result is both elegant and eloquent, a haunting book about memory that is itself altogether memorable.--Cart, Michael Copyright 2014 Booklist

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Review by Publisher's Weekly Review

Written in verse, Woodson's collection of childhood memories provides insight into the Newbery Honor author's perspective of America, "a country caught/ between Black and White," during the turbulent 1960s. Jacqueline was born in Ohio, but spent much of her early years with her grandparents in South Carolina, where she learned about segregation and was made to follow the strict rules of Jehovah's Witnesses, her grandmother's religion. Wrapped in the cocoon of family love and appreciative of the beauty around her, Jacqueline experiences joy and the security of home. Her move to Brooklyn leads to additional freedoms, but also a sense of loss: "Who could love/ this place-where/ no pine trees grow, no porch swings move/ with the weight of/ your grandmother on them." The writer's passion for stories and storytelling permeates the memoir, explicitly addressed in her early attempts to write books and implicitly conveyed through her sharp images and poignant observations seen through the eyes of a child. Woodson's ability to listen and glean meaning from what she hears lead to an astute understanding of her surroundings, friends, and family. Ages 10-up. Agent: Charlotte Sheedy Literary Agency. (Aug.) (c) Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.

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Review by School Library Journal Review

Gr 4-7-Free verse is an effective writing style for describing dreams. Woodson's text is particularly compelling when detailing the small moments of life, such as the "Saturday night smells of biscuits and burning hair" or bemoaning the "hair ribbons that anchor (her) to childhood." And while poetry is sometimes difficult to follow on audio, this author is a masterful narrator. The sounds of the words and the rhythm expressed by her thoughtful intonation, careful pacing, and deliberate emphasis make clear the poetic form: "a country caught" (sharp c's and t, pause) "between black and white." Themes include the iconic search for identity in changing times: for example, Woodson's Southern cousins say she speaks too quickly, while in New York, "coming back home isn't really coming back home at all." Yet throughout her interestingly complicated childhood, young Jackie tells stories until she grows to understand that "stories are like air to me and I know now that words are.my brilliance." A personal memoir and a child's eye view of the nascent civil rights movement, this work confirms Woodson's brilliance as a writer for children and for adults, too.-Toby Rajput, National Louis University, Skokie, IL (c) Copyright 2014. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.

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Review by Horn Book Review

In this memoir in verse, Woodson offers an intimate, immediate portrait of her unfolding childhood, haunted by specters of discrimination and cheered by the comfort of family. The author's own narration, with the resonance of a storyteller, is plainly conversational. Her easy cadence leaves phrases open, ready to accept the next line, establishing a comfortable, familiar rhythm perfectly suited to the natural verse. Never calling attention to itself, Woodson's honest reading, with nuanced pauses, inflections, and occasional whispers, invests the emotional impact in service to the poetry, where it belongs. The memoir is already receiving lots of attention, and this audio production offers another entry point into a compelling, transformative life story. thom barthelmess (c) Copyright 2014. The Horn Book, Inc., a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.

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Review by Kirkus Book Review

A multiaward-winning author recalls her childhood and the joy of becoming a writer.Writing in free verse, Woodson starts with her 1963 birth in Ohio during the civil rights movement, when America is "a country caught / / between Black and White." But while evoking names such as Malcolm, Martin, James, Rosa and Ruby, her story is also one of family: her father's people in Ohio and her mother's people in South Carolina. Moving south to live with her maternal grandmother, she is in a world of sweet peas and collards, getting her hair straightened and avoiding segregated stores with her grandmother. As the writer inside slowly grows, she listens to family stories and fills her days and evenings as a Jehovah's Witness, activities that continue after a move to Brooklyn to reunite with her mother. The gift of a composition notebook, the experience of reading John Steptoe's Stevie and Langston Hughes' poetry, and seeing letters turn into words and words into thoughts all reinforce her conviction that "[W]ords are my brilliance." Woodson cherishes her memories and shares them with a graceful lyricism; her lovingly wrought vignettes of country and city streets will linger long after the page is turned.For every dreaming girl (and boy) with a pencil in hand (or keyboard) and a story to share. (Memoir/poetry. 8-12) Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

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february 12, 1963 I am born on a Tuesday at the University Hospital Columbus, Ohio USA-- a country caught between Black and White. I am born not long from the time or far from the place where my great, great grandparents worked the deep rich land unfree dawn till dusk unpaid drank cool water from scooped out gourds looked up and followed the sky's mirrored constellation to freedom. I am born as the south explodes, too many people too many years enslaved then emancipated but not free, the people who look like me keep fighting and marching and getting killed so that today-- February 12, 1963 and every day from this moment on, brown children, like me, can grow up free. Can grow up learning and voting and walking and riding wherever we want. I am born in Ohio but the stories of South Carolina already run like rivers through my veins. second daughter's second day on earth    My birth certificate says: Female Negro  Mother: Mary Anne Irby, 22, Negro  Father: Jack Austin Woodson, 25, Negro   In Birmingham, Alabama, Martin Luther King Jr.  is planning a march on Washington, where  John F. Kennedy is president.  In Harlem, Malcolm X is standing on a soapbox  talking about a revolution.    Outside the window of University Hospital,  snow is slowly falling. So much already  covers this vast Ohio ground.    In Montgomery, only seven years have passed  since Rosa Parks refused  to give up  her seat on a city bus.    I am born brown-skinned, black-haired  and wide-eyed.  I am born Negro here and Colored there    and somewhere else,  the Freedom Singers have linked arms,  their protests rising into song:  Deep in my heart, I do believe  that we shall overcome someday.    and somewhere else, James Baldwin  is writing about injustice, each novel,  each essay, changing the world.    I do not yet know who I'll be  what I'll say  how I'll say it . . .    Not even three years have passed since a brown girl  named Ruby Bridges  walked into an all-white school.  Armed guards surrounded her while hundreds  of white people spat and called her names.    She was six years old.    I do not know if I'll be strong like Ruby.  I do not know what the world will look like  when I am finally able to walk, speak, write . . .  Another Buckeye!  the nurse says to my mother.  Already, I am being named for this place.  Ohio. The Buckeye State.  My fingers curl into fists, automatically  This is the way,  my mother said,  of every baby's hand.  I do not know if these hands will become  Malcolm's--raised and fisted  or Martin's--open and asking  or James's--curled around a pen.  I do not know if these hands will be  Rosa's  or Ruby's  gently gloved  and fiercely folded  calmly in a lap,  on a desk,  around a book,  ready  to change the world . . .       it'll be scary sometimes    My great-great-grandfather on my father's side  was born free in Ohio,    1832.    Built his home and farmed his land,  then dug for coal when the farming  wasn't enough. Fought hard  in the war. His name in stone now  on the Civil War Memorial:    William J. Woodson  United States Colored Troops,  Union, Company B 5th Regt.    A long time dead but living still  among the other soldiers  on that monument in Washington, D.C.    His son was sent to Nelsonville  lived with an aunt    William Woodson  the only brown boy in an all-white school.    You'll face this in your life someday,  my mother will tell us  over and over again.  A moment when you walk into a room and    no one there is like you.    It'll be scary sometimes. But think of William Woodson  and you'll be all right.       the beginning    I cannot write a word yet but at three,  I now know the letter  J  love the way it curves into a hook  that I carefully top with a straight hat  the way my sister has taught me to do. Love  the sound of the letter and the promise  that one day this will be connected to a full name,    my own    that I will be able to write    by myself.    Without my sister's hand over mine,  making it do what I cannot yet do.    How amazing these words are that slowly come to me.  How wonderfully on and on they go.    Will the words end,  I ask  whenever I remember to.    Nope,  my sister says, all of five years old now,  and promising me    infinity.       hair night    Saturday night smells of biscuits and burning hair.  Supper done and my grandmother has transformed  the kitchen into a beauty shop. Laid across the table  is the hot comb, Dixie Peach hair grease,  horsehair brush, parting stick  and one girl at a time.  Jackie first,  my sister says,  our freshly washed hair damp  and spiraling over toweled shoulders  and pale cotton nightgowns.  She opens her book to the marked page,  curls up in a chair pulled close  to the wood-burning stove, bowl of peanuts in her lap.  The words  in her books are so small, I have to squint  to see the letters.  Hans Brinker or The Silver Skates.  The House at Pooh Corner. Swiss Family Robinson.  Thick books  dog-eared from the handing down from neighbor  to neighbor. My sister handles them gently,  marks the pages with torn brown pieces  of paper bag, wipes her hands before going  beyond the hardbound covers.  Read to me,  I say, my eyes and scalp already stinging  from the tug of the brush through my hair.  And while my grandmother sets the hot comb  on the flame, heats it just enough to pull  my tight curls straighter, my sister's voice  wafts over the kitchen,  past the smell of hair and oil and flame, settles  like a hand on my shoulder and holds me there.  I want silver skates like Hans's, a place  on a desert island. I have never seen the ocean  but this, too, I can imagine--blue water pouring  over red dirt.  As my sister reads, the pictures begin forming  as though someone has turned on a television,  lowered the sound,  pulled it up close.  Grainy black-and-white pictures come slowly at me  Deep. Infinite. Remembered    On a bright December morning long ago . . .    My sister's clear soft voice opens up the world to me.  I lean in  so hungry for it.    Hold still now,  my grandmother warns.  So I sit on my hands to keep my mind  off my hurting head, and my whole body still.  But the rest of me is already leaving,  the rest of me is already gone.       the butterfly poems    No one believes me when I tell them  I am writing a book about butterflies,  even though they see me with the  Childcraft  encyclopedia  heavy on my lap opened to the pages where  the monarch, painted lady, giant swallowtail and  queen butterflies live. Even one called a buckeye.    When I write the first words  Wings of a butterfly whisper . . .    no one believes a whole book could ever come  from something as simple as  butterflies that  don't even,  my brother says,  live that long.    But on paper, things can live forever.  On paper, a butterfly  never dies. 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