The place between breaths

Na An, 1972-

Book - 2018

Sixteen-year-old Grace is in a race against time--and in a race for her life--even if she doesn't realize it yet... She is smart, responsible, and contending with more than what most teens ever have to. Her mother struggled with schizophrenia for years until, one day, she simply disappeared--fleeing in fear that she was going to hurt herself or those she cared about. Ever since, Grace's father has worked as a recruiter at one of the leading labs dedicated to studying the disease, trying to lure the world's top scientists to the faculty to find a cure, hoping against hope it can happen in time to help his wife if she is ever found. But this makes him distant. Consumed. Grace, in turn, does her part, interning at the lab in t...he gene sequencing department in hopes that one day they might make a breakthrough...and one day they do. Grace stumbles upon a string of code that could be the key. But something inside of Grace has started to unravel. Could her discovery just be a cruel side effect of the schizophrenia finally taking hold? Can she even tell the difference between what is real and what isn't?

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New York : Atheneum [2018]
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English
Main Author
Na An, 1972- (-)
Edition
First edition
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"A Caitlyn Dlouhy Book."
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9781481422253
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Review by Booklist Review

*Starred Review* Grace King, 16, is smart and mature for her age. She's grown up with the knowledge that her father's primary focus in life is studying schizophrenia, the disease that made her Korean-born mother walk away from them, never to be seen again. Her father, removed and detached from Grace, conducts his research at a prestigious lab, holding on to the hope of finding both a cure and Grace's mother. While Grace is an intern at the lab, she accidentally notices coding issues in test results that just might be the breakthrough needed. However, Grace begins falling apart inside without warning. Confusing questions race through her mind, coming and going like the invisible train she has begun hearing. But one day this train arrives, compelling Grace to confront the true implications of her mother's illness and its impact on her own future. A stark, raw, and minimalistic look at mental illness, Na's (Wait for Me, 2006) slim but powerful novel offers emotionally drawn insights into the struggle with the disease. Told nonlinearly and via various points of view, the narrative includes stunning twists, turns, and revelations. Like the fog and confusion that accompany Grace's episodes, nothing is cleanly delineated, and the reader is left wondering about Grace and seeking answers long after the story has ended.--Fredriksen, Jeanne Copyright 2018 Booklist

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Review by Publisher's Weekly Review

Na (The Fold) creates a powerful impression of life with schizophrenia in this psychologically intense novel. Grace King's father is determined to help find a cure for the mental disorder that plagued his wife and caused her to disappear when Grace was a child. A former doctor, he has taken an administrative position at the Genentium clinic where Grace has secured a prestigious internship. Although the clinic is filled with brilliant, dedicated doctors, Grace doesn't share her father's optimism that a cure for schizophrenia will be found. Then her own sense of reality begins to deteriorate; she becomes increasingly disoriented and preoccupied with images and sounds, including the nightmarish clamor of an approaching train. The disjointed structure of the novel-jumping from one reality to another, and moving among first-, second-, and third-person perspectives-effectively reflects the state of Grace's mind, in which time is not linear but rather an incomplete mosaic of events past, present, and imagined. Readers will feel Grace's tension viscerally, as she weighs hope against despair. Ages 12-up. Agent: Holly McGhee, Pippin Properties. (Mar.) © Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.

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Review by School Library Journal Review

Gr 9 Up-Grace King is a resilient and talented high school senior, who has had to raise herself since her mother, who has schizophrenia, left the family when Grace was five. Grace's father, a doctor turned researcher and recruiter, has obsessively devoted his life to finding his wife and advancing the treatment of the disease. More than a decade later, he is sure that he has lured the best geneticists in the field to work at a lab outside of Chicago and that they are about to make a significant breakthrough. Grace, who has won a coveted internship at the lab, has long since given up on romantic notions of her mother's return or the belief in a miracle cure. She is a hard-core realist and a scientist through and through, until she starts to exhibit many of the symptoms that took her mother away from her and is forced to reexamine everything she thought she knew about faith and religion, science, and, most of all, hope. Steeped in lyricism and metaphor, Na's devastating story explores the workings of the human mind, the melancholy sweetness of memory, and the power of dreams. The narrative is revealed in nonlinear seasonal chapters told in different voices, which reinforce the protagonist's sense of dislocation and disorientation. VERDICT A slim but demanding and haunting novel for readers of Beth Kephart's One Stolen Thing or John Green's Turtles All the Way Down.-Luann Toth, School Library Journal © Copyright 2018. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.

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Review by Horn Book Review

On the surface, high school senior Grace appears smart and strong. She has a coveted internship at a prestigious genetics lab, where her team has discovered a gene that may hold the secret to curing schizophrenia (and where her dad is a high-level administrator, obsessed with finding that cure). But on the inside, Grace is slowly splintering. Even as she works toward a remedy, she is desperately trying to hide symptoms of the same schizophrenia that caused her mother to abandon the family when Grace was a child. As Grace struggles to mask her disorientation, disturbing memories of her mother surface, and she wonders whether she can wait for a cure or end her own life before losing herself to the illness. A shrieking train whistle and references to Frog and Toad are revelatory motifs that help readers discern who and what is real in Graces world, where the past and present seem to coexist uneasily. Told in a cycle of voices corresponding to the four seasons (Graces dad is winter, Grace in the present is spring, Graces mother is summer, and younger Grace is autumn) and moving back and forth among the first, second, and third person, Printz Awardwinner (A Step from Heaven, rev. 7/01) An Nas first book in a decade is a harrowing, intricately plotted examination of the toll mental illness can take on a family. jennifer hubert swan (c) Copyright 2018. The Horn Book, Inc., a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.

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Review by Kirkus Book Review

Walking away from those we love most may seem like the kindest thing we can do, but it's a choice that will forever haunt those we leave behind.Where do we place our faithin God, in other people, in science? Grace and her father believe salvation will come in the form of a cure for the schizophrenia that led her mother to abandon her family and which now threatens Grace as well. To this end, her workaholic father, a racially ambiguous adoptee who met her Korean mother while working as an Army doctor, is a recruiter for a laboratory doing genetic research, luring in the best talent he can find. Still in high school, 18-year-old Grace has an internship at the same lab, where she meets one of her father's hires, blue-eyed Will, whose easy manner and caring personality draw her in. But all is not well for Grace at home, at school, or in the dark recesses of her mind, where grief, fear, memory, and dread mingle. Told obliquely, with frequent shifts in time marked by seasons in the chapter headers, the spare, haunting text demands and rewards readers' careful attention as they struggle, along with Grace, to determine what is actually real.Thoughtful readers who appreciate literary fiction will find much to savor in this lyrical novel suffused with beauty and terror. (Fiction. 12-adult) Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

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The Place Between Breaths Winter There are many versions of a story. Many sides and lenses that can distort, change, illuminate what is seen and unseen. What is heard and unheard. What is felt and unfelt. In the end, truth is but a facet of a diamond, a spark of ray from the sun, a forget-me-not flower seen from the eyes of a bee. What lives and breathes as reality is a perception, so who is to say what is possible and impossible? Call it fate or simply coincidence, but the shorter version of how I found you begins like this. There was a dark speck on the side of the barren winter road that grew larger and larger as I drove closer. Expanding from a dot to a stone to a tree stump until I screeched to a halt. A few dozen feet away from a headless coat turtle-shelled on top of the snow. Both of my hands released the steering wheel and coned over my mouth. Was it a body? There was no movement. I slowly opened the door and stepped out. Had someone frozen and died overnight? It wouldn't have been the first time that something like that happened around here. I took a step forward, and then another, the fragile crack of ice and gravel rippling through me. My breath misted before my face. A head emerged. I shouted in fright. "You scared the hell out of me!" A large vapor cloud formed as I exhaled long and slow. Your disheveled black hair framed your face, petite, round. It was hard to tell how old you were, but something about your eyes told me you were older than you looked. Slowly unfurling each limb as though in pain, you stood up. I walked forward in relief. "You looked like a dead body." Your brows gathered as you lifted and dropped your shoulders before bowing your head slightly. "Sorry." Then a brief wave of your hand and you started walking down the side of the road. "Do you need a ride?" I called to your back. You stopped. "I'm on my way to town," I said. You gazed back, your eyes roaming my face before you turned and kept walking down the long cold road. Away from me. *  *  * That is the short version of how we met. You didn't tell me then why you were so tired that you had to rest hiding inside your coat by the side of the road, but since then, after meeting again, you have shared a few of your truths. The longer story of us is like the horizon. We can only know what we see, and all that we wish we could understand is beyond vision. Excerpted from The Place Between Breaths by An Na All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.