Review by Booklist Review
Ausiello wrote for TV Guide and Entertainment Weekly and is the founder and editor-in-chief of TVLine.com. He brings the insight and wit of his entertainment writing to this memoir of his final year together with his partner of 13 years, Kit Cowan, after Kit is diagnosed with an aggressive neuroendocrine cancer. Ausiello describes a long-term relationship struggling with boredom, infidelity concerns, and Cowan's marijuana overuse, which was matched by Ausiello's alcohol overuse. Humorous, self-aware realism reigns, even when the cancer diagnosis reshapes the couple's priorities, prompting Ausiello to propose to Cowan with an ill-fitting ring hidden in a Starbucks pastry bag. Should Ausiello have asked for a prenup? He queries his lawyer and then wrestles with the guilt of even contemplating asking his dying fiancé to sign one. While enjoyable, the comic digressions, such as training the cat to use the toilet, may be too many. The plotline worth following is the story of a man's last year with his husband, helping him die awash in dignity and love.--Dziuban, Emily Copyright 2017 Booklist
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Review by Publisher's Weekly Review
In this glib yet moving memoir, magazine editor Ausiello describes his husband's grueling battle with a rare form of neuroendocrine cancer. Ausiello closely chronicles the 11 months of hope, terror, and intimacy that followed the diagnosis, also reflecting on their 14-year relationship, his mother's death from cancer, and the way a fat, bullied, gay kid from New Jersey transformed a love of daytime soaps into a remarkable career. While the vibrant life the couple led is peculiar to 21st-century New York City, to many their struggles with illness will be familiar. Ausiello is a quirky character; even as he's waiting for news that will determine his husband's future, he can't help but enumerate the offerings at a medical center snack bar. While Ausiello's frothy style (Smurfs are frequently mentioned) brings welcome lightness to what is, inevitably, a grim chronicle, at times the narrative can feel too airy. That said, Ausiello's story remains an honest declaration of true love and terrible loss. (Sept.) © Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.
Review by Kirkus Book Review
A veteran entertainment journalist shares the bittersweet story of his relationship with his husband and his tragic death from cancer.In 2001, Ausiello, founder of TVLine.com, met and instantly gelled with handsome Christopher "Kit" Cowan. A hilariously described "aggressive form of CPR" between the two men sealed the romantic deal, and they became inseparable. Both would endure the navigation of sexual and bodily insecurities and some peculiar quirks like Kit's assortment of sex toys and the author's penchant for wine and an ever blossoming Smurf collection. Rough interpersonal waters would lead to a mutual "soft breakup" and to couples therapy before their world would be spun upside down by an unforeseen scare. The tone of the memoir changes when Kit discovers an abnormality in his colon, which brought up the same cancer fears Ausiello experienced in his youth when his mother and father both passed away by the time he was 22. Kit was diagnosed with a rare aggressive neuroendocrine tumor, which carried a hopeful if precarious prognosis. Faced with the possibility of his time with Kit ending, the author proposed marriage, and Ausiello describes the event in tear-jerking details and blubbering adoration. He intersperses the narrative with anecdotes from their evolution as a couple, sweetened by love and affection yet easily bruised by infidelity, personal differences, and petty bickering. As chemotherapy took its toll on Kit and the prospect of remission dimmed, the author remained a strong, dedicated husband. Kit succumbed to the cancer just 11 months later, leaving Ausiello feeling like "a chunk of me had broken off and attached itself to Kit as he drifted away." Though he was left to deal with the expansive void left in Kit's wake, the memoir's conclusion is leavened with hope, healing, and enduring devotion. Tender, profoundly poignant, and cleverly written with equal parts wit and integrity, the book is grounded in the realities of modern relationships and the grim fate of mortality. A heartbreaking memoir infused with dark humor and composed with true love. Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.
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