The Right Sort 1979 Whatever Mum's saying's drowned out by the grimy roar of the bus pulling away, revealing a pub called The Fox and Hounds. The sign shows three beagles cornering a fox. They're about to pounce and rip it apart. A street sign underneath says westwood road.Lords and ladies are supposed to be rich, so I was expecting swimming pools and Lamborghinis, but Westwood Road looks pretty normal to me. Normal brick houses, detached or semidetached, with little front gardens and normal cars. The damp sky's the color ofold hankies. Seven magpies fly by. Seven's good. Mum's face is inches away from mine, though I'm not sure if that's an angry face or a worried one. "Nathan? Are you even listening?" Mum's wearing make-up today. That shade of lipstick's called Morning Lilac but it smells more like Pritt Stick than lilacs.Mum's face hasn't gone away, so I say, "What?" "It's 'Pardon' or 'Excuse me.' Not 'What?' " "Okay," I say, which often does the trick. Not today. "Did you hear what I told you?" " 'It's "Pardon" or "Excuse me." Not "What?" ' " "Before that! I said, if anyone at Lady Grayer's asks how we came here, you're to tell them we arrived by taxi." "I thought lying was wrong." "There's lying," says Mum, fishing out the envelope she wrote the directions on from her handbag, "which is wrong, and there's creating the right impression, which is necessary. If your father paid what he's supposed to pay, we really would have arrivedby taxi. Now . . ." Mum squints at her writing. "Slade Alley leads off Westwood Road, about halfway down . . ." She checks her watch. "Right, it's ten to three, and we're due at three. Chop-chop. Don't dawdle." Off Mum walks. I follow, not stepping on any of the cracks. Sometimes I have to guess where the cracks are because the pavement's mushy with fallen leaves. At one point I had to step out of the way of a man with huge fists jogging by in a black and orange tracksuit.Wolverhampton Wanderers play in black and orange. Shining berries hang from a mountain ash. I'd like to count them, but the clip-clop-clip-clop of Mum's heels pulls me on. She bought the shoes at John Lewis's sale with the last of the money the Royal College of Music paid her, even though British Telecom sent a final reminder to pay the telephone bill. She's wearing her dark blue concert outfit and her hair up with the silverfox-head hairpin. Her dad brought it back from Hong Kong after World War Two. When Mum's teaching a student and I have to make myself scarce, I sometimes go to Mum's dressing table and get the fox out. He's got jade eyes and on some days he smiles, on othershe doesn't. I don't feel well knitted today, but the Valium should kick in soon. Valium's great. I took two pills. I'll have to miss a few next week so Mum won't notice her supply's going down. My tweed jacket's scratchy. Mum got it from Oxfam specially for today, and the bow tie's from Oxfam, too. Mum volunteers there on Mondays so she can get the best of the stuffpeople bring in on Saturdays. If Gaz Ingram or anyone in his gang sees me in this bow tie, I'll find a poo in my locker, guaranteed. Mum says I have to learn how to Blend In more, but there aren't any classes for Blending In, not even on the town library noticeboard. There's a Dungeons & Dragons club advertised there, and I always want to go, but Mum says I can't because Dungeons & Dragons is playing with dark forces. Through one front window I see horse racing. That's Grandstand on BBC1. The next three windows havenet curtains, but then I see a TV with wrestling on it. That's Giant Haystacks the hairy baddie fighting Big Daddy the bald goodie on ITV. Eight houses later I see Godzilla on BBC2. He knocks down a pylon just by blundering into it and a Japanese fireman witha sweaty face is shouting into a radio. Now Godzilla's picked up a train, which makes no sense because amphibians don't have thumbs. Maybe Godzilla's thumb's like a panda's so-called thumb, which is really an evolved claw. Maybe-- "Nathan!" Mum's got my wrist. "What did I say about dawdling?" I check back. " 'Chop-chop!'; 'Don't dawdle.' " "So what are you doing now?" "Thinking about Godzilla's thumbs." Mum shuts her eyes. "Lady Grayer has invited me--us--to a musical gathering. A soirée. There'll be people who care about music there. People from the Arts Council, people who award jobs, grants." Mum's eyes have tiny red veins like rivers photographed from very high up. "I'd rather you were at home playing with your Battle of the Boers landscape too, but Lady Grayer insisted you comealong, so . . . you have to act normal. Can you do that? Please? Think of the most normal boy in your class, and do what he'd do." Acting Normal's like Blending In. "I'll try. But it's not the Battle of the Boers, it's the Boer War. Your ring's digging into my wrist." Mum lets go of my wrist. That's better. I don't know what her face is saying. * * * Slade Alley's the narrowest alley I've ever seen. It slices between two houses, then vanishes left after thirty paces or so. I can imagine a tramp living there in a cardboard box, but not a lord and lady. "No doubt there'll be a proper entrance on the far side," says Mum. "Slade House is only the Grayers' town residence. Their proper home's in Cambridgeshire." If I had 50p for every time Mum's told me that, I'd now have £3.50. It's cold and clammy in the alley like White Scar Cave in the Yorkshire Dales. Dad took me when I was ten. I find a dead cat lying on the ground at the first corner. It's gray like duston the moon. I know it's dead because it's as still as a dropped bag, and because big flies are drinking from its eyes. How did it die? There's no bullet wound or fang marks, though its head's at a slumped angle so maybe it was strangled by a cat-strangler.It goes straight into the Top Five of the Most Beautiful Things I've Ever Seen. Maybe there's a tribe in Papua New Guinea who think the droning of flies is music. Maybe I'd fit in with them. "Come along, Nathan." Mum's tugging my sleeve. I ask, "Shouldn't it have a funeral? Like Gran did?" "No. Cats aren't human beings. Come along." "Shouldn't we tell its owner it won't be coming home?" "How? Pick it up and go along Westwood Road knocking on all the doors saying, 'Excuse me, is this your cat?' " Mum sometimes has good ideas. "It'd take a bit of time, but--" "Forget it, Nathan--we're due at Lady Grayer's right now." "But if we don't bury it, crows'll peck out its eyes." "We don't have a spade or a garden round here." "Lady Grayer should have a spade and a garden." Mum closes her eyes again. Maybe she's got a headache. "This conversation is over." She pulls me away and we go down the middle section of Slade Alley. It's about five houses long, I'd guess, but hemmed in by brick walls so high you can't see anything.Just sky. "Keep your eyes peeled for a small black iron door," says Mum, "set into the right-hand wall." But we walk all the way to the next corner, and it's ninety-six paces exactly, and thistles and dandelions grow out of cracks, but there's no door. Afterthe right turn we go another twenty paces until we're out on the street parallel to Westwood Road. A sign says cranbury avenue. Parked opposite's a St. John's ambulance. Someone's written clean me in the dirt above the back wheel. The driver's got a broken nose and he's speaking into a radio. A mod drives past on a scooter like off Quadrophenia, riding without a helmet. "Riding without a helmet's against the law," I say. "Makes no sense," says Mum, staring at the envelope. "Unless you're a Sikh with a turban. Then the police'll--" " 'A small black iron door': I mean . . . how did we miss it?" I know. For me, Valium's like Asterix's magic potion, but it makes Mum dopey. She called me Frank yesterday--Dad's name--and didn't notice. She gets two prescriptions for Valium from two doctors because one's not enough, but-- --a dog barks just inches away and I've shouted and jumped back in panic and peed myself a bit, but it's okay, it's okay, there's a fence, and it's only a small yappy dog, it's not a bull mastiff, it's not that bull mastiff, and it was only a bit of pee.Still, my heart's hammering like mad and I feel like I might puke. Mum's gone out into Cranbury Avenue to look for big gates to a big house, and hasn't even noticed the yappy dog. A bald man in overalls walks up, carrying a bucket and a pair of stepladdersover his shoulder. He's whistling "I'd Like to Teach the World to Sing (in Perfect Harmony)." Mum cuts in. "Excuse me, do you know Slade House?" The whistling and the man stop. "Do I know What House?" "Slade House. It's Lady Norah Grayer's residence." Excerpted from Switched On by John Elder Robison All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.
