It's Garry Shandling's book

Director and producer Apatow shares personal insights into the life and career of his late friend, comedian Garry Shandling, in this heartfelt and humorous illustrated biography. Comprised of a judicious selection of "photos, jokes, journals, script pages interviews" that Shandling had collected, the book begins with Shandling's 1950s childhood, when he described himself as "The Only Jew in Tucson," and ends in 2016 with his death from a pulmonary embolism at 66. Marked-up scripts and jokes--as well as quotes from such comedians as Sarah Silverman, Jay Leno, and Bob Saget--offer a window into Shandling's approach to scripted humor. The unfiltered image of Shandling is often moving, as in a letter Shandling had written to his brother Barry years after Barry's death at a young age from cystic fibrosis. Apatow includes the last text messages Shandling had sent--including one to the driver who was to take him to a doctor the day he died. Even casual viewers of his two TV shows, It's Garry Shandling's Show and The Larry Sanders Show, which mocked the conventions of the sitcom and the late night talk show, are likely to gain a deeper appreciation of the comic genius behind them. Fans of the self-deprecating Shandling will delight in Apatow's collected remembrances. (Nov.)

Garry Shandling's family, friends, and colleagues paint an affectionate portrait of a driven, introspective artist who had a hard time getting out of his own head.Apatow (Sick in the Head: Conversations About Life and Comedy, 2015, etc.) never thought his comedy mentor and buddy was the kind of guy who liked to hold on to things. After all, the self-deprecating comedian was a practicing Buddhist. Nevertheless, following Shandling's 2016 death at age 66, Apatow discovered that his teacher and former boss had actually kept everythingincluding a revelatory trove of journal entries and personal notes stretching back decades. The discovery led to the HBO documentary The Zen Diaries of Gary Shandling. Here, Apatow uses those earnest entries in conjunction with additional interviews to further explore the legendary comedian's often besieged psyche. Despite stellar successes that included two seminal TV series (It's Garry Shandling's Show and The Larry Sanders Show), Shandling could never shake the death of his older brother, Barry, who died from cystic fibrosis when Garry was just 10. Under that dark shroud, Shandling additionally obsessed about award show monologues, TV scripts, and his unrelenting ego. "He had rage," notes Sarah Silverman. "He could really hold on to stuff and be troubled by things that to other people might seem small, but he was always working on that, always trying to process it and understand it." Throughout his professional life, that diligence both helped and hampered Shandling, whether he was writing TV scripts for Sanford Son or breaking into the movies with the ill-fated What Planet Are You From? In the latter case, Shandling's mix of insecurity and perfectionism proved too much for director Mike Nichols, and the film flopped. Professional highs and lows aside, Shandling is remembered as a man who spent his entire life seeking and generously giving of himselfeven if that self was the cause of most of his woes.Essential for Shandling fans and a good choice for readers interested in stand-up and comedy writing. Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

INTRODUCTION By Judd Apatow When Garry died suddenly we were all lost. I am a hoarder. I try to hold on to everything. My first instinct was to hoard Garry. He had always been my mentor, my friend, and my greatest inspiration in creativity and life. He was not a perfect man, but he was always trying to reach the next level. When I was a young man he handed me a Buddhist book called Catching a Feather on a Fan , and it brought spirituality into my life for the first time. I dealt with this loss by refusing to let go of any of Garry. I am pretty sure that goes against all of the tenets of Buddhism. Garry had a large home that he built himself and was never entirely comfortable in. The joke with his friends was how he always complained about it. He would hire people to draw up designs about how to fix it, and then would never like them enough to actually move forward. When I entered his house to help deal with his material possessions, I wondered what I would find. He never seemed like the kind of person who kept anything. I didn't see him as sentimental. I remember one year, way before streaming, I got him every episode of Inside the Actors Studio on VHS for his birthday. As I handed it to him, I realized he would never watch it and wondered what black hole it would disappear into. When I first went through his office it seemed like there wasn't much to deal with, barely a personal photo. All of his awards were in a trophy case he had built next to his washer and dryer. He had a loft above an office next to his garage that had some boxes from his TV-series days. It felt like he was living his Buddhist life, not holding on to the past, trying to live in the moment. Then I opened a closet and found a stack of boxes. I soon realized that Garry kept everything. He seemed to just chuck items into boxes, then put them in closets and never look at them again. I opened one and found a box of letters Garry had written to his college-era girlfriend. Someone told me that after she died, her parents sent them to Garry. I opened another box and found letters to his parents, his earliest joke notebooks, and reel-to-reel tapes of a young Garry performing his earliest stand-up act alone into a tape recorder. It went on and on, box after box. His house had no family photos displayed, but there was a box of hundreds of childhood photographs perfectly preserved. The most important find was a trunk that contained all of his journals since 1978. I quietly debated whether or not I should read them. Twenty seconds later I started reading them. I was afraid I would lose respect for him if I knew all his secrets and deepest feelings. What I discovered was that he was an even better person than I had realized. Decade after decade I just read about a man struggling to figure out how to be more open and loving. There were some details about conflicts with friends, girlfriends, and work associates, but the vast majority of his writings were reminders to himself about the man he wanted to be. In his private thoughts he would constantly remind himself to let go of his ego and to seek evolution as a person. He also had a lot of amazing jokes, many of which never saw the light of day. In the years before his death he had considered projects that would be based on these journals. I took that as meaning that Garry knew there was wisdom in his journey, which he wanted to share with others. People who have seen our documentary, The Zen Diaries of Garry Shandling , told me how impactful his diary entries were to them. Some even took photos of the screen. This book is the final major Garry Shandling project. I am very honored to be a part of excavating photos, jokes, journals, script pages, interviews, and anything that I thought would help illuminate this fascinating, brilliant, and kind man. This is the ultimate hoarding of Garry. I hope you enjoy it. Excerpted from It's Garry Shandling's Book All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.