Review by New York Times Review
L.G.B.T.Q. PEOPLE are everywhere. It is a simple and seemingly obvious fact, but one you will be forgiven for not fully realizing. Even the most well-intentioned person can fall into the trap of the dominant narrative. Through the repetition and limitation of the stories we see and the voices we hear, we have been conditioned to think of a very specific set of experiences when a particular community or identity is evoked. We create a limited stereotype of life that glosses over a broader diversity. In doing so, we leave far too many behind. We hear "transgender" and we think of a transgender woman, much like myself. We hear "L.G.B.T.Q." and we think of a white gay man. And, no matter the letter we are referring to, we almost exclusively envision lives lived in coastal, blue-state cities. But part of the beauty of the L.G.B.T.Q. community - and one of the factors that have fostered change - is that we exist everywhere, in all our rainbow glory, across region, class, race. In Jacob Tobia's "Sissy: A Coming-ofGender Story," and Samantha Allen's "Real Queer America: LGBT Stories From Red States," these two young authors bust through the dominant L.G.B.T.Q. narratives with poise and pride to further reveal the community's wide diversity. While different in style and tone, these books share the common thread of highlighting parts of a marginalized population that too often remain invisible and ignored. Despite the predominant focus in politics and entertainment on transgender men and (particularly) women, many in the transgender community actually identify outside of the gender binary: between 25 percent and 35 percent, according to a recent survey. These nonbinary identities have existed throughout time, but in contemporary media they are just beginning to receive the visibility they deserve. Tobia, a nonbinary writer, activist and actor who uses the pronouns they/them/ their, combines incisive wit and undeniable intelligence to invite readers into their personal journey as a gender-nonconforming young person in North Carolina. Tobia makes clear early on that this book will not be your traditional "Transgender 101." Even so, through evocative rhetoric, the memoir subtly educates even the most uninformed reader about the spectrum of nonbinary identities by recounting Tobia's various coming-out experiences, their initial refuge in their Methodist faith and their gradual self-discovery and advocacy as a visible student at a Southern university. It is in Tobia's often self-deprecating humor that "Sissy" is most transformative, and where it most departs from other trans memoirs. The seriousness of the topic never feels glossed over, which allows for an organic and seamless journey from tears on one page to laughing aloud on the next. If Tobia aspires to the ranks of comic memoirists like David Sedaris and Mindy Kaling, "Sissy" succeeds. Allen's powerful book of memoir and reportage, "Real Queer America," is decidedly more serious in tone, but it's no less entertaining. The Daily Beast reporter gathers stories from L.G.B.T.Q. people she met in conservative states across the country on a road trip she took in July 2017, the first summer of the Trump presidency. An anthology of testimonials might feel disjointed, but Allen's never does. She connects each stop and story by weaving in her own personal journey, from a closeted Mormon missionary and student at Brigham Young University to one of the nation's most prominent openly transgender reporters (who, while on the road for this very book in Texas, covered reactions to what she calls the "dystopian development" of Trump's tweeted ban on transgender troops). It is difficult to capture universality in a way that also celebrates uniqueness. Allen does so through the diversity of the individual stories she uplifts, giving any reader an entry point into L.G.B.T.Q. lives. Tobia achieves the same thing through humor while avoiding the "Trans Narrative©." Both writers do so with a vulnerability and humility as approachable and accessible as it is profoundly moving. On one stop along Allen's journey, she returns to her former college town of Provo, Utah. Ten years before, deep in the closet, she would escape the conservative town for late-night solo drives through the mountains, "searching the city's plentiful parking lots for isolated corners where I could apply makeup and change into women's clothing unseen." Fast forward a decade, and Allen, now living openly as a transgender woman, visits Provo's L.G.B.T. youth center. There she meets young people and their loving families doing what once seemed impossible to her: living boldly, and authentically, in a place where Allen used to feel completely alienated. That is the shared beauty of these books: They demonstrate that progress and pride in red-state America is a tangible reality. There's no doubt there are significant challenges to that progress, but from North Carolina to Texas to Utah, L.G.B.T.Q. individuals are not just living, but thriving. Lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and nonbinary people exist in every corner of this vibrant nation; Tobia and Allen are simply showing us how to appreciate this great multiplicity of voices and experiences. In seeing this, we learn that the ground, whether red or blue, is more than ready for the seeds of change. SARAH MCBRIDE is the national press secretary at the Human Rights Campaign, and the author of "Tomorrow Will Be Different: Love, Loss, and the Fight for Trans Equality."
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Review by Booklist Review
Tobia, who uses ""they"" and ""their"" as pronouns, is a gifted storyteller. Their fascinating story begins with life as a feminine little boy, whose best friends were girls, to graduation summa cum laude from Duke as a proud trans person. Along the way, it's a classic coming-of-age story that doubles as a quest to discover one's gender identity. Sissy, they write, was the first gender identity I ever had, the first word the world ever gave me. Gay (a term Tobia detests) arrives later as they come out of the closet and begin to reject a binary identity. Other words follow as they mature: transgender, genderqueer, nonbinary, gender nonconforming, etc. Words are obviously important in considering gender, but so is incident. A transformative moment comes when, as a teenager, Tobia buys a pair of women's shoes with high heels, no less and ultimately wears them to church. Surprisingly for a gay person they write, Church was my saving grace. Nevertheless, their relationship with their church becomes uneasy at one significant point before they are able to return to its grace. The most interesting part of the story, however, concerns Tobia's years at Duke, where, they note, they were a Big Queen on Campus. These were also the years when they ultimately found their gender as a trans person. Always thoughtful, Tobia writes extremely well, with insight, lucidity, occasional anger, and, when things get too serious, wit. The result is, hands down, one of the best trans narratives available; it deserves a place in every library.--Michael Cart Copyright 2019 Booklist
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Review by Publisher's Weekly Review
TV producer and performer Tobia, who uses the pronouns "they/them," recounts their journey from shy, closeted gender-nonconforming kid to out-and-proud young genderqueer LGBTQ activist in this hilarious and candid memoir. Tobia thoughtfully and accessibly captures the anguish of being placed inside boxes that don't fit-how "gender hurts us all" by creating prisons of identity, with both kids and adults policing and bullying those who fail to conform. Tobia was raised Methodist and writes perceptively on the evolution of their relationship with the church, from feeling "unequivocally and unconditionally loved" as a child (a story about coming out to a youth pastor is particularly touching) to finding it less than inclusive as a teen. Their identity was evolving during that time, too; Tobia humorously recalls the inner turmoil and sheer joy of acquiring their first pair of high heels and "strutting around in a McDonald's parking lot." In college, Tobia glimpsed gender freedom on a camping trip, in queer groups, and among friends, while facing down a rigidly binary, stereotype-driven gender culture on campus. While older readers may feel the book includes too much of the minutiae of college life, Tobia's outspoken refusal to be bound by social constrictions is admirable, and their funny, sometimes raunchy voice is a charming bonus. Agent: Katherine Latshaw, Folio Literary Management. (Mar.) © Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.
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Review by Kirkus Book Review
A gender nonconforming writer and performer debuts with a memoir about growing into the "most effervescent, gorgeous, dignified sissy that the world has ever seen."From early childhood, Tobia's "femininity came as naturally as my masculinity." But in a household defined by a "mundane, practical masculinity," Tobia found few avenues for self-expression. Once in preschool, the author found that gender identity was so heavily policed by parents, teachers, and other children that they renounced all outward markers of femininity a few years later. Churchand specifically, the handbell choirbecame a space that allowed Tobia to quietly "queen out." The author also discovered another refuge among schoolmates whose tastes in anime and fantasy allowed them access to "lots of gay-leaning stuff: shows about sparkly dragons, cartoons about fairies, anime with buff shirtless dudes screaming in ecstasy as they shot their giant laser beams at other dudes." Female high school friends gradually helped the author take their first steps toward accepting their homosexuality and femininity. But Tobia still faced opposition from others, including the members of their beloved church congregation. It was in the relative freedom of college at Duke that Tobia fought to claim their "femininity in the light of day." By senior year, the author, who was a member of the Biden Foundation's Advisory Council for Advancing LGBTQ Equality, became a respected, highly visible gender activist who proudly wore skirts and heels. Tobia's "coming-of-gender" story about a trans identity that refuses to be contained within the cisgender masculine/feminine binary, is refreshing, courageous, and important. Though the author sometimes overdoes the self-congratulation and snarkiness, these flaws are more than overcome by the feisty candor and wit, especially when discussing their relationship with their parents and the church that at first rejected but then finally accepted Tobia's sparkling "queer spirit."A funny, sharply observed, and intelligent journey into self-identity. Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.
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